So... i just went to "The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants" movie!!! AND IT WAS GREAT!!!
SO, i saw how much i am like Tibby... especially when Carmen said, "You just say SCREW THE WORLD instead of having any feelings" i was like.... WOW. And then Tibby is like, "Theyre parents theyre supposed to Screw UP" and then i saw a little of me in Carmen because she hates her dad.
but mostly Tibby. yay yay.
then we were driving home and it was wet and really pretty and Catie and Emma were fighting and i opened up the window and sat in it like only my legs were in the car. I almost fell out like 3 times but it would have been ok.... life is just so sane now that i needed some pain.
and i thought about everything.
and going away to camp
and i cried alittle
because im leaving everything behind
Friends
Love
Hate
Everything.
And i thought about how my camp friends will react... because ive changed so much.
and then i decided, that i love it.
i love having a fresh start every summmer
meeting new people
new... boys. that help me forget.... other boys.
then, i closed my eyes, and took a deep breath, and i thought about everything that happened this week.
the fight with my dad
the cut
the break up
and i almost let go of the car, but Catie saw me and she pulled me back in the car and the peace was broken, but everything was great.
rainy days are the best.
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My favorite bands by letter
A- All-American Rejects
B- Bright Eyes
C- The Clash
D- The Darkness
E- Eisley
F- The Faders
G- Green Day
H- Hawthrone Heights
I-
J- Jimmy Eat World
K- Kasabian
L- Led Zepplin
M- Mae
N- Nirvana
O-
P-
Q- Queen
R- Relient K
S- Sugarcult
T- Travis
U- Underoath
V- Velvet Revolver
W- The White Stripes
X-
Y-
Z- The Zones
Friends (that are girls) by ABC
A- Ari
B- Brynn
C- Cate
D- Darcy
E- Emma
F-
G- Ginny
H- Hannah
I- Isabel
J- Joni
K- Katie
L- Laurin
M- Mary
N- Natalie
O-
P- poe
Q-
R- Raquel
S- Sarah
T- Tomi
U-
V- Vicky
W-
X-
Y-
Z- Zoey
Friends (that are guys) by ABC
A- Adam
B- Ben
C- Clayton
D- David
E- Elliott
F-
G- Greg
H- Harry
I-
J- Jamie
K- Kyle!!
L-
M- Mark
N- Nick
O-
P- Paul
Q-
R- Randy
S- Stephen
T- Travis
U-
V-
W-
X-
Y-
Z- Zach
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i think waaaayy to fucking much.
i need a best friend THATS A GIRL.
Call my house i wanna go to the mall with you.
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Fireworks were fun fun. Damon wore his gym uniform. 
Heres some funny convos....
Tessa: Wheres my mom?
Mrs. Hoffman: I dunno... wait! here she comes!
Laura: that was magical
Me: (spinning my head around and talking in sarcastic voice) Well wheres my mom?
Laura: Whoa! these are fireworks?
Kinsey: Damon do you wanna make Dede jealous?
Damon: OH YEAH
soo.... theres more but i really forget........ so after fireworks i went to Kinseys house with Laura and Tessa and we had a sleepover and tried watching Family Guy but we came in right at the middle and it was kind of hard to understand... then weeeeee................. watched Thats So Raven....
Thats about it and Tessa kept scaring me so i slept on the couch.
it was fun fun.
but i just took a reality check and realized im single.
then i took another one and realized its exactly the same.
then i took another one and thought how pointless having a boyfriend was
and now im taking another one realizing i have nothing to do.
but theres icecream in my freezer 
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then... w
And And.... then Adam sprayed us with Perfume 
